TVTEEN -Z

Hey guys I just wanted to let you know that I'm switching over to a new blog that I am really excited about called TVTEEN it will have poetry and art and photography and other cool stuff and the best part is that I will be starting my own show on YouTube soon to go with it more details soon :)

P.S Here is the link just in case you want a head start

http://tvteencreativeloudyou.blogspot.ca/?zx=14988c7b1671e5da

The Bet -Z

I have a choice to make and I know I am going to set myself up for failure. -Janet

I can't ask about something they have no interest in
Do it! So what I can break into tears?
I don't have what they want
I'm nice enough but I'm not that nice
Why try, they will never be over even if they say so
Feelings don't go away
I will bet on it
I have lived it
Regretting everyday that I'm not them
I will bet
That I will be heartbroken
Everyone says so
So why ask? Why try?
It's only a bet
All I have is a chance
One I can see in the corner of my eye
Why not just run away and hide
I will never see them again
My future is already set
So why ask over a bet?

Do you see me? -Z

Just take a second and look -Anonymous

I stare into every part of me
No never
I wish I could have just one less
No never
100 likes psh mostly family...probably
No never
If only I could just hide until...
No never
But who would want me?
No never
I don't have a chance
No never
By myself if the only way
No never
Thats seven times I could have asked.

Steam -Z

I apologize if you have read this. -Anonymous

I try so hard in this world
But the world is so hard
Forgetting a simple glass of water is a sin
Trying to be a part of something but no recognition
Like acting like nothing is wrong when my names not on the black
Or forgetting what I am to do that week what if I just stopped
And blew off some steam
Blamed and used like a hopeless dog drooped ears down to the ground
But why stop until its all gone
Left to fend, to try and juggle for your attention like a circus clown
But you turn your nose away once the show's over
So what if I yelled or screamed or kicked or punched
Well all that would do is blow off some steam
But bottled in a little glass jar is what will stay
and I am just waiting for that one day
When it shatters into a million tiny pieces

Way Back When- A

I am so tired of all these girls and thier personality's they're so fake
It hurts me to see them go down like this, it's a pian, a ache
Out of all the skinny perfect girls I see , I notice one
Stange out of most, beautiful out of the ton
she carries a box whereever she goes
it must be her secret and she the only one that knows
Then I see her hands dance across this thing
She's the one, I thought I just don't want another fling
It's a cello she told me
her voice was like my music my life has been closed lately but today I found the key
Ever since I started talking to her I just could'nt stop
She's so differant and unique this time I can't mess up,this time it won't be a flop.

Dear Mia,

This poem was wrote about the time I met you

This was one of the most inportant memories in my life

this day changed my life forever and I knew it would

After you left to new york my heart felt thrown

right now I have no idea where you are but

I know your gonna be big. And One day

I am gonna see you and things in my life will change forever. Out lives will change forever.

My first angel- A

Dear Maya,
When your mother told me we were having a baby girl
 I was astonished
I was thinking wow a year from today I will have a girl ,
My girl.

















Miracle
You were so tiny
your beautiful pink eyes shut
your small pink fingers


 First Smile
Your little face smirked



your little eyes woke wide open
My angel smile








First Walk
Your tiny small feet
stumbling as you try to walk
I got the camera :)

First Word
your little mumbles
Then I hear the words daddy
My heart skipped a beat










 




Wonder
you have grown so much
My little girl is now big
where did the time go?

All Grown up
your all grown up now
I never wanted you to grow up but now I need to allow
to let my baby girl explore
so she can find someone she can adore
so tomorrow you can bring home a new baby girl
my baby girl.
-Daddy

Girl World -Z

This is Violet, I just want to let you well I guess the reader know that everything I'm writing is true! I mean don't deny the fact that our world girls, our little girl world inside our heads is a horrible place but I bet you already know that...

That fake smile on your face that makes me shiver and shake,
Why are you even trying?
Isn't it enough that you made my heart brake like a twig?
But I guess everyone needs their revenge and this time its my turn.

Our World -A

                                                      2012
                                                Fast, Wasted
                                         Hustling,Bustling,Pacing
                           Cellphones,Internet,conversations,community
                             Beaming,Astonishing,heavenly,wholesome
                                       Valued,Peaceful,Natural,  
                                            old school,authentic,
                                                     1800

dear Paige, 

Our world has really become something

I feel like our times were much simpler 

people actually talked face to face vs. computer to computer

I hope our world doesn't change too much

if it does I hope I can sit here with you watching it

together.

September 3rd - A

How do you tell the girl you love it's time to walk away?
We loved,laughed,we talked
I hope I see your face just once more,I pray
we smiled,we kissed and than we walked

September 3rd that was the day
the day our lives were revamped.
there on that hospital bed you lay,
I felt confused,angry my heart sunk as it felt cramped.


September 3rd the day you forgot
The day your forgot me, us, our love, our memories, our time
I can't stand the thought of loosing you I really cannot
I might have to leave now I can not bear, although I will come back it's risky but this time I will do this crime

Dear Fiona,
September 3rd my life changed in so many ways
you were in severe car accident
you forgot me, you could'nt remember
we lost everything
Today, I have no idea where you are
but this letter was told to be given exactly 5 years from that day
wherever you are I hope you are well
I hope you love someone the same way you use to love me
I hope when I come back to our old town your smile remains as new and shiny as it always looks
other told me it was foolish to leave but it was'nt my choice It was what best for you
I felt you could start all over again and I felt that I could be a burden
one day I hope I can explain all this
but until than keep on smiling
love you always and forever,
- Leo

Why Water? -Z

   I feel like if I give you my name you will think that there is something wrong with me and will fight with me non stop about this opinion. I don't understand why we have water, now hear me out I mean why do we have water? So people can die from dehydration or from no food or from drowning because we can't swim? I don't know why we should be put through all this pain for one simple liquid. But I guess its not that simple is it we can't just not need it because now that its here on earth we need it more than ever.
Anonymous Opinion

Water 

Clear Murky 

Flowing Dripping Drying 

Taps Lakes Meadows Mountins 

Blowing Stopping Returning 

Cool Twirled 

Wind 

Lifejacket 

Air-Packed Man-made 

Holding Floating Pushing 

Plastic Security Lungs Air 

Breathing Diving Releasing 

Natural Repeating

Breath 

I go another day without anything to eat,

I pray and pray everyday that the rain and the ground will meet, 

But as if the sky is laughing at me it does not cry water from above, 

It only laughs and insults not thinking about not me but the ones I love,

A Curvy Girl -Z

          I am Hilary and I have hid from my body for most of my life. I have done a few mean things like write about girls who are like skinny twigs but I never ment I world that I wrote honest. I am just confused about why I am in this body because no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get out of it. This poem is for curvy girls curvy being a word that makes me feel good about my image. 

From, A Curvy Girl 

Raphaella -Z

Hello, I knew you were going to read this I could feel it in your aura. I have been accused of many things included being a witch (not true) I help my mother with herbal medicines nothing like witchcraft, but has made me love to work with plants and hate technology (well with some exceptions). People can be very harsh as I am sure you know and I wrote these poems in my darkest times before I met someone who finally understands me (my boyfriend Garnet) but I'm sure you knew all that. From, Raphaella

 Alone

Hushed Solitary 

Whispering Dreaming Piercing 

Room Outsider Nightmares Prayers 

Cursing Pleading Hiding  

Brused Horrific

Abandoned 

Garden 

Fresh Warm 

Digging Caring Seeding

Tomatoes Lettuce Chips Remote

Vegetating Watching Absorbing 

Brain-Dead Sunken 

Television 

Spiritual 

Herbal Ghostly 

Dreaming Raising Seeing 

Candles Quills Facts Journal 

Researching Experimenting Presenting 

Exact "Realistic" 

Scientific 

that land called somewhere-A

Dear Symone,
You were as unique as your name
you were outgoing,friendly,loving, and tender
Out of all, you were mine
and you will always be no matter how far, over me,standing with me or underneath me
you will always have a place in my heart.
We would always talk about after life, or what we would like to call that" land called somewhere"
Hopefully we can meet in our land called somewhere.
- your's and yours only Jared

Red Roses- A

Dear, Dylan
I got these roses today, from  a anonymous source
I feel you sent them to me
Today I got dozens of roses from others although out of the batch Yours was the reddest,
the ones that were filled with love, and you.
- Your only Jen

Left me blind- A

Dear, Elii
You have me here alone blind
Blind from love,affection and tenderness
Please open my eyes again
One more time.-
- Jess

Waiting-A

Dear Emma,
I am not sure where you are
But when you return I will sit here on the bench
the bench where we met, and fell in love
- your dear david

Drops of Sunshine -Z

    I was never one for formalities so hi, I am going to take a wild guess and say that the majority of people reading this has absolutely no intrest in our world whatsoever and think I'm just another hippy preaching about recycling and buying local. Ha if only you could pay attention to what happens around you for more than ten seconds, if only you could put down that remote or that cell phone for that time and just look. I bet your thinking that everything looks okay but thats just here what about Africa what about the Icebergs and cue the "Oh I know all about that" why do you think those people you consider hippies and unrealistic care so much? Because we can see, we can see and THINK about what goes on around us I bet I have lost half of you already but I don't care. These poems were written for people who care by people who care, people that are hippies and unrealistic, people that have the gift of sight and thought intertwined as one. This is a cannon of my works as a hippie/unrealistic or as I like to call them my drops of sunlight. Peace Angelina (Just wanted to work up the stereotype)

As Time Keeps Ticking On- Z

Dear Reader......I have nothing to say 

Time keeps ticking on making mournful song,

As the clock strikes nine I wake a new day, 

The sun creeping out a moment some would long, 

 But not all are so fortunate to see, 

Pick up the phone and hear as my heart flies, 

I pray that it's you on the other end, 

Your soft tone and your hazelnut brown eyes, 

The ring goes on as the clock ticks the time, 

Suddenly I smell the fresh earth and see, 

Me fumbling with your dirty green gloves, 

Us planting a new small leafy green tree, 

I realize how the time has passed by, 

As the clock strikes ten I know that your gone, 

And the old wooden clock keeps ticking on, 

Suicide of poetry.-A

Dear, Lauretta,